Love Will Lead You Back

Hi all,
Very glad to write again after busy months to prepare all things that i need to follow my lovely man to his country. Yup.. i leave my country to be with him. Yes, its a bit sad to leave my family, friends and things that i love in Jakarta, the city that i live for 28 years my life.

So after almost 22 hours duration flew from Jakarta to Tromsø and transit in 3 places, Singapore, Frankfurt and Oslo, finally i landed in city where my husband born and live. I still remember when i was out from the plane and walk to the baggage claimed. I saw a man, the one that always full my mind, my dream and my heart, a man who for almost one year separated from me physically, now in front of me, open his arms for me and hold me tight.. oh God, it´s so good can kiss and hug him again.

And now, here i am, from the busy and crowded place in Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia, move to quite and peace place in Tromsø, Norway. So many things to adapt. different taste of food, cold weather, unfamiliar language and culture, but the hardest part is waiting until my permanent resident to be approved. It´s so boring, because in that waiting period, I´m not allowed to work, to take norwegian languange course, or even to travel outside Norway, hffff….I think i really need activities to kill my time.  I mean what can be worst than that? at least i have more time now to do my writing hobbies and the best part is I´m here, live together with my husband as a normal husband and wife life. (sounds like our libefore bit unnormal ;p). I really happy because of that and i mean it. i know there will be so much things that i need to face in the future, but i´m not affraid, i have him now beside me who always suport and believe me. Read the rest of this entry »

The Missing Notes

I found notes and poems that i wrote long time ago, most of them is about love expression. The wonderful therapy for me is writing, write all that i can feel, let my soul free… And now i brought this to all of you, the compilation 27 notes and poems that i wrote many years ago, some of them is from 1999 and now i called them The Missing Notes because its really missing until i found it again yesterday. Its kind like a missing part of my life. all this poems and notes reflects my life, the metamorphosis of my soul.

This poems is in Indonesian language, there’s no English version available because translating the poems will change all the meaning. Enjoy..!

Love means you dare to die for the one you love, not only die in a physical way but also ego and arrogance – Anonymous

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