Unconditional Love

Have you love someone unconditional? lets start from now…

5 years my marriage time with Ellen is a hardest time in my life. Everyday I feel we’re not match and connect to each other.

We fighting because the small things, because Ellen so slow open the gate for me in the time I came home, because he bought table corner in our family room without discussed it first with me which is for me its just spend money for useless thing.

Today, August 27 is Ellen birthday, we fought this morning because Ellen wake me up so late, I’m so upset and not said happy birthday to her until now. Time is 10 o’clock in the night, I clean my working table and going home. Its raining hard, even its almost midnight but street in this city Read the rest of this entry »

Video Inspirational : Don’t Give Up

Major spoilers ahead (If you haven’t seen or plan to see the movie The Mist, DO NOT read the following paragraph):

To many times people give up when troubles come without knowing it’s only a few steps ahead to get what they want. I remember I watched a movie called “The Mist”, some of my friends said the ending of that movie sucked. But even so, I saw something different from that ending. It showed me the part of the human character. There are dangerous creatures that come and attack the city. The main character in that movie, finally killed 4 people (one of them is his own child) because they think they didn’t have hope, they really sure that the creatures will kill them, so before it happen they decided to kill themselves. Fear and desperate Read the rest of this entry »

The Secret To Love

Have you heard of something called The Secret? It’s sweeping the world right now and it’s been featured on Oprah and stirred up a lot of controversy. The basis is this: You get what you want, when you really want it. It’s that simple, but there it is. Let me tell you a little story about myself and how I discovered the secret to love.

In 2005 I stumbled upon The Secret. I watched the video and me being open minded started to think there might be something in this because it’s always been like that for me. If I think negative, bad things will happen, if I think positive, good things will happen.

I started to write things that I wanted to have in life on a list. Among them was the love of a woman so great, it was beyond my imagination. I wanted love again after being hurt a few years before that. My standards are too high I admit, but I just could not settle for less than the perfect woman. I Wrote it down, Read the rest of this entry »